Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in Jessy's InsaneJournal:

Monday, July 14th, 2008
3:00 pm	don't mind this, just a random collection of thoughtjunk ( blahblah potential RP stuff ) Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
12:28 pm	Nike/Sora u_u Ramen~ (  /o/~ ) (Comment on this)
12:07 am	Give me a prompt. It has to consist of a character/pairing/OTwhatever and a prompt//kink whatever. I'll do my best to write a fic /o/ most of you know my fandoms. Current Mood: bored (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 23rd, 2008
3:39 pm	would you save, would you save my life As for the internet, I am so very, very tired of analyzing everything down to the bones. I want to be liked, but this effort is made useless. I wish I knew what I was doing sometimes. And as for real life, some things I want to let go, but ...gah. I'm just going to start over at college, screw everyone else. I have muses I don't know what to do with. I've just dropped... five, technically, four muses altogether, and already I miss one desperately, but I'll do whatever everyone wants me to do because obviously no one else is going to try and get things rolling there again. Marluxia will have to find somewhere that a. I'm not ignored except by a few or b.someplace I can actually grow an attachment to a character and it's not just crack all the time, and c.somewhere I can play him and not worry that I'm restricting his tendencies, or that he gets passed up for a character that's having a CANON FLOOD. I mean, I love it there, but... there's so much stress and drama and stress and DRAMA. I guess the effort will turn up something sooner or later. I try so hard to be optimistic, but the world is bent on taking that and shoving it up my ass. And my giving nature is mauled by those that know I have it. Take take take. What do I get? Nothing. I miss when things weren't so complex EVERYWHERE. I used to be happy that I found a new depth of things, thought I was growing more mature, but I think I'm just getting tangled in the strings underneath. ...I wish I didn't suck at RP. Really, I can't manage all that I want to. My writing is... awful. IC? I wish. Current Mood: sad Current Music: bitter for sweet - blaqk audio (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 21st, 2008
5:22 pm	dflkjsdf 12 muses: 1. Charden 2. Konata 3.Doctor 4.Fuumei 5.Miranda 6.Jr 7.Bekkou 8.Pegasus 9.Komui 10.Yako 11.Yoshitsune 12.Marluxia ( THE CRACK DJSFLSDJF ) (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 16th, 2008
5:19 pm	theif, shameless~ Y'all know the characters I play by now, and the fandoms I'm vaguely in. So here is your mission; Name a character, or characters. You now have 3 options-name a prompt or scenario you think would be funny/hot/cool/whatever, ask them something in character, or leave a note from one of your characters. Or all three, what the hell. If you name a prompt, I'll either give the muses response to that, a summary of the event, or I'll write it. If you ask them something, I'll respond in character. If you leave a note, yadda yadda yadda. You get the idea. Remember, please specify the verse/canon when naming a character. It makes my life ever so much easier. Current Mood: calm (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2008
7:19 pm	Muses~ GP Konata, Charden, Doctor, Nue, Train, Bekkou, Allen, Yoshizumi, Komui, anyone I've forgotten >_> Des Doctor, Smith Cross Bekkou, Charden, Doctor, Fuumei, Jr, Konata, Marluxia, Miranda, Pegasus, Yukito PA Marluxia~ Random head-muses~ Canon!Charden (yes he gets his own spot stfu), Light Yagami, Mikami, Gin, Yuriev FIVE THINGS, BITCH (15 Comments |Comment on this)
6:19 pm	welcome to the jungle~ Name a character and I'll tell you how they lost their virginity. Answers may come in the form of a ficsentence or just me explaining my headcanon regarding the question. Any fandoms of mine are good. Any characters are good as long as I got a bit of a handle on them. Don't even have to rp them for that! Have at it. Current Music: welcome to the jungle - (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 16th, 2008
1:58 pm	Prompt me. It can be quotes, lyrics, whatever. Even name a character. But here's the thing--I might draw something instead of writing. So, wait until I finish your first set of prompts or whatever before giving me more. Or I tell you to give me more. Whatever. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 7th, 2008
10:41 am	YO SUP yeah so u_u lack of computer and rp forces me to fic. So. Universe:Cross-verse Rating: PG-13 for language Pairing: Sol/Charden ( I believe the world's burning to the ground, oh well, I guess we're gonna find out, let's see how far we've come ) Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: how far we've come - matchbox 20 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 28th, 2007
1:46 pm	Angst. Angsty angst. DocTari. ( into the sea, you and me, all these years and no one told, ) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 12th, 2007
5:00 pm	u_u bored~ Fic requests can go here. Characters, fandom, prompt. That's all~ have at it. also: Below are ten kinks. Pick one, pick a character/pairing for it, and I'll give you a fic. Hopefully. Crossovers are okay as long as I know both of the fandoms reasonably well. Fandoms I'm up for (that I know of XD) : Black Cat, Hellsing, Xenosaga, Final Fantasy XII, X-2, and X, Death Note, Inuyasha (shh it's a secret DX), YGO, D. Gray-man, GP, Cross. The kinks: 1) blood play 2) tentacles 3) whips/crops 4) bondage 5) silver or raw-iron 6) crossdressing 7) domination/submission Aya~ 8) scientific experimentation Kaji~ 9) possession 10) breath-play Current Mood: bored (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 9th, 2007
9:29 pm	The RP Character Letter | Love Meme We all play in different RPs, be it through forum, LJ or Messengers, with the same characters and varying canons, some relationships kept while newer ones are also formed. This letter meme is a cheer-up meme for your characters to write a letter to mine! Break out the character box and let them write their thoughts or just ramble in a letter, and mine will reply to you as well! They can talk to the muses they're familiar with or even those they aren't. They can talk of events they're going through, or anything! Go for broke! Feel free to write letters to the mun from the characters as well~ who wouldn't want to hear from the characters for fun? Use your personal journals [ and use the subject to tell us what canon you're having your character speak from ] or the character journals! Don't worry about getting silly, mushy, whatever. If you don't want other characters reading your letters, post 'em as [private] in the subject! :D The rules are simple. You have to write letters. Length doesn't matter, neither does subject. Cheering up is the target here! And then post this in your journal to have my characters write letters to yours! [ And these can become face-to-face commentspams too, anything goes! ] Ready? Set? Go! And have fun! ( character list ) Current Mood: discontent (24 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
4:14 pm	LIKE A THIEF IN THE NIGHT Name a character from one of my fandoms and I'll give you (a) three facts about them from my personal canon/fanon, (b) a reason he/she sucks, (c) a reason he/she is awesomecakes, (d) five things that never happened to that character or (e) five people that character never fell in love with and why. You pick the character. I pick the letter. You can, in fact, ask about a character someone else asked about. Just put it under the first comment about that character. Tagging me more than once is also fun, but try not to keep asking about the same character over and over. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 1st, 2007
10:23 pm	don't turn your back on me baby I play Cross! Konata Charden Gaignun Jr. Miranda Doctor GP! Konata Komui Mykk Nue ...this is a "five things" meme for those characters. You ask for a list of five things about them, whether it be what they think, who they like, etc. Have fun. \o/ (Comment on this)
Friday, November 30th, 2007
9:56 pm	ficcing~ Cross!Rubedo, Nigredo and Albedo eeh. vaguely angsty. Set while Rubedo was still alone in Cross. ( gave it a shot and so let me tell you ) (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 18th, 2007
4:19 pm	and another meme \o/ because I really don't feel up to writing well at this point, I can still do this one >:3 1. The character most likely to fall in love with the wrong person 2. The character whom I'm embarrassed to admit I adore 3. The character that would send me screaming in the opposite direction IRL despite being fascinating in fiction. 4. The character with the most annoying personality quirks 5. The character I most admire and why 6. The character with the worst temper 7. The character most likely to fail at everything 8. The pairings I prefer in canon 9. The pairings I prefer in fanon 10. The character with the most personal growth in canon man, am I all ._. today. >: Something should be done. Pick a character (or moar!), give me a prompt and get a drabble \o/ or...something! (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 17th, 2007
5:38 pm	they pretend to terrorize, grim grinning ghosts I doubt this will become anything more than a meme dump journal \o/ Or just x-posting when I feel like it~ Name a character and I'll tell you three (or more) facts about them from my own personal pseudo-canon. (Comment on this)